Birding Through The Aftermath
I want to talk about the body
& how it persists
His mouth a wound that won't heal spreads
across the nation a kind of infection
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The day too bright to bear witness
My neck craned toward sky
What taxonomy of grief includes
this? That brown flutter between dead
branches sparrow? Maybe
he says some part of me listening
despite myself
Hands in pockets to hide their tremor the way
history lodges itself in joints makes them ache
When they say America I think instead
of wind in my hair harsh
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Horizon a medical term for the distance
between what we know & what kills us
I try to believe in the sparrow's song a small
testament to continuing
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This body of evidence against me
this body of water drowning
This existence a bruise darkening
for so long but what color
will we become tomorrow? when the wound
finally opens?
Look— there in the tree the sparrow's chest
expanding deflating
Like lungs giving their final breath
Eyes black vessels holding nothing closed
Its beak barely open the way my grandfather's was
after they removed the tube
It is a song sparrow I record in my notebook
the way doctors record symptoms
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What song is left when the throat
has been cut?
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